I deleted like half the questions because my hands are dead and I didnt feel like ANSWEREING SO RAAAWR.




Part 1: The Basics
1. What is your full name?
Kara Jean Marston

2. Where and when were you born?
Lincoln, ME, 1992

3. Who are/were your parents?
Erin & James Marston

4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
I have a 11 year old brother, Colton, who is a very energetic, naruto like boy, a soon to be 9 year old sister, Cassidy, is is the queen of all brats and I seriously want to punch her at times, and my 20 year old half sister, Alyssa, she is shy and alot like me, except she likes rock way more.

5. Where do you live now, and with whom?
I live with my mom, dad, brother and little sister, in Hollis, Maine (and I want OUT)

6. What is your occupation?
Student...duh

7. What you look like?
Hmm well...let's see...I'm about 5'2, pale due to my anemia, with dark brown hair, with crooked bangs and thick medium hair and hazel eyes...I have some meat on me but not much (113 pounds, size 4), and I get called cute an insane amount of times, I look about 12 even thought I am 16 -.-

8. To which social class do you belong?
Hmmm...we are all different...there are oktaku's, emos, punks, skaters, just plain video game nerds. :] I'm a bit of all

9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
I am allergic to peanut butter, nuts, something in that 'chubby' soda, also lactose int. and have an iron defincy anemia.

10. Are you right- or left-handed?
Right-Handed

11. What does your voice sound like?
I HATE my voice...idk whut is sounds like much...ask my friends

12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
"RAWR!" "Denied." & "ohmygosh."

13. What do you have in your pockets?
Most often, my ipod and a pencil

14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

wtf is a mannerism? anyway...well I tend to be LOUD around people I love enough, but quiet around everyone else, I never speak up for myself, and get pushed around alot...I go all Edward Elric on people when called short, I chew my nails when I am stressed or bored, I read at lunch instead of eating, I put myself every chance I get, and always call myself a failure. I give up easily on school work, but never seem to give up on my friends, I laugh alot, and talk alot when I am hyper...I cant seem to get hyper off regular sugar, but need hard-core monsters, I always say sorry.

Part 2: Growing Up

15. How would you describe your childhood in general?

Meh, pretty good, parents never fought, no drama like today, was friends with everyone I met, had a nice little house, with my doggie and kitties (who are long dead :[) and just well..being carefree was great.

16. What is your earliest memory?

In Kind. sitting with my friend Kelly, 3rd week of school and looking behind me and seeing some girl with glasses peering at me between the two seats. Any normal person would be freaked out or something, but I got up and said hi very cheerfully. Her name was Jenna Frisco, and we have been best friends since.

17. How much schooling have you had?

Gone every year K-10 atm, and also did half a year in pre-school before I broke my leg.

18. Did you enjoy school?

Yes, very much so, I was so thrilled to learn all this new stuff! Except for math anyway

19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?

School? IDK, I don't have any skills or anything.

20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.

No, I never did.

21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?

Yes, me and my brother were insep, even though 5 years apart, we spend hours outside together, or playing cars or anything! And I was Daddy's Princess for awhile, but you know...grew up and grew apart

22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

I wanted to be an artist, because I loved anything with colors

23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?

Playing with my polly pockets (No not barbies), and I always had my head in a book

24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?

friendly, easy-going, though very shy at times, and self cons, about my uhm..chubbiness.

25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?

Uhm for awhile yeah, hung out with just about everyone...but then we grew apart, and I became more withdrawn...I started hating myself in 3rd grade, when some girl said I had a big butt, so thats when I stopped hanging with the popular crowd. Before that they were so nice though.

26. When and with whom was your first kiss?

Winter of 07, right before vaction with Brandon Lessard...Meh.

27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?

Uh I most certainly am. Not till married!

28. If you were a supernatural being, tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities.

N/A

Part 3: Past Influences


29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

High School...so much happens in these halls, and I don't want to forget any of those events.

30. Who has had the most influence on you?

My friends

31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?

Winning the Pathfinder of the year award after climbing a damn mountain.

32. What is your greatest regret?

I let my self be controlled, and lost nearly a year of HS with my friends. And I am still so sorry for that.

33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?

I told someone I cut myself, because he had said he broke my arm, because he was depressed I had gone on vacation, and was having fun. I got back had the fake cuts and surprise his arm was fine.

34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?

Nope! I follow rules.

35. When was the time you were the most frightened?

Hm. I believe I became scared one time after I had a dream, about my two glass clown dolls coming to life and got big knifes and chased me around the house, in the end I tripped on our apartment stairs and went down headfirst and they landed on me and bout stabbed me...I woke up so incredibly scared, and even got as far as a sleeping problem for weeks on afterwards.

36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?

Hmm. I rather not say....

37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?

Nothing, no matter how bad it was, I want to remember it and keep it.

38. What is your best memory?

I have so many...atm its my 16th birthday, with everyone I loved was there, and how much they all love me, everytime I think about it, it makes me so happy/

39. What is your worst memory?

Hmm. Well the nasty break up, and all the drama that followed...I always want to remember, but that dont mean they dont hurt.

Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

I always use to me pessimistic, but now I am more optimistic...but not quite...when I am completely healed for everything I think I will be.

41. What is your greatest fear?

That I will be alone, unloved, and then die alone.

42. What are your religious views?

Agnostic

43. What are your political views?

Meh

44. What are your views on sex?

Uhm...?

45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?

Yeah right, I can't even kill in a video game, say mean things in a video game, without feeling like a horrible person after. I could never ever bring myself to do something as horrible as that.

46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?

Abuse children/animals. I mean wth is wrong with you people.

47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?

idk

48. What do you believe makes a successful life?

Happiness, and the people who love you being there

49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?

I do alot. I get really depressed in 7th grade, because I feared I never would be pretty or skinny or have a nice relationship, and that depression went to 8th grade...then I got my first bf, then was cheated on and that sunk me even further, I started showing my true self end of 8th/ beginning of 10th, even though I still hide when I am depressed alot these days, Smiling is easy :] (atm, I am truly happy with life)

50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?

No.


Part 5: Relationships With Others

54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
Josh Diciccio, we may have only met in November, but he has already changed my life in so many ways, and has helped me come out of my shell more the anyone has ever been able to do before, He puts up with my talking alot, and my slight air-headness. He helped me find the courage to not go back in the controlling realtionship with a certain someone, and helped me move on from that one. I love Josh so much, and I am so eternally grateful that I have him in my life.

55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

*points below/above*

56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

Okkkk...Jenna Frisco, Sarah Cable, Barbie Whitten, Kayla Mckay, TJ Davis, Maria McDonald, Leo Young, Rianne Johnson, Sarah Durost, Greg Durgin, Emily Monro-Ledders, Emiley Grant, Jami Niman, Jason Tarbox and of course best for last my boyfriend Josh Diciccio.
Every single one of these people I would do anything for, I love them to the ends of the earth...they have helped me, hugged me when i needed it most, and always stayed by myside...I am so thankful I have this many best friends in my life who I know KNOW I can always count on. ilyall<3

57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.

Josh Diciccio *points two up* My uber nerdy/dorkier bf, whom I love dearly, he is funny, amusing to talk to, and very smart.

58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

Yes, twice, the first one ended in deep heart break, and has taken alot to heal from. But I will always remember that one first love...and now I am inlove a second time and it is going good. (ILY Josh!)

60. How close are you to your family?

I use to be so close, but now...well nope we are not close.


62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

Josh, Sarah, Emily, TJ, those four help me the most.

63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
I tend to have extreme trust issues...hmm well same four as above I think.

64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
idk...I am hoping everyone who is my friend.

65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
I could never truly hate someone.

66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
Both, depends.

69. Do you care what others think of you?
Yes, I always use to shape the way I am so more people would like me, but recently I have stopped


Part 7: Self Images And Etc.


85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
My ability to cheer people up.

86. What is your greatest weakness?
How I put myself done all the time.

87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I'd be skinnier, clear skin, and better hairstyle.

89. Are you generally organized or messy?
Messy

90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.

I am good at cheering people up, being random/creative, and talking peoples ears off. I am bad at homework, giving advice, leaving people alone.

91. Do you like yourself?
No.


94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Just out of college, working on films hopefully.


95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
Peacefully, in my sleep.

96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Talk about all good times with all my close friends....and esp, talk with Josh and spend my last minutes just being with him.

97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?

For always being able to brighten peoples days

98. What three words best describe your personality?

bright/cheerful, hyper, happy

99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?

same